LONG TIME PAIN
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: the pain in my brain
Topic: WHO GIVES A SHIT
well long time since i been here. and all i can say is im still in pain and still hurt like hell

dont THis Take tHe ShIT
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: who CAreS
I am soooooo PISSESED OFF, yet really really mellow:)....We have this so called nurse in this nursing home that says hes my friend and I'm the only friend he's got...yet for the last 2 night's hes dissed me on my meds...im bed tired as hell wanting nothing more to do than to sleep...he knew that..to make a long story short..i ended up cussing him and going outside to the pecan grove and calming down. Now IM FUckInG HaPPY.....and if ya dont like it welllll, LOL, GET OVER IT!!!!!

Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: me
Well here I go Again writing in this blogging thing...and to think, I thought this up about 3 or so years ago...Just didn't stick with it..Damn..People,;thats what drugs and drinking do to ya yeah yeah yeah, fool...

see thats what drugs'll do to ya..just had a brain fart and I dont know what the hell I was going to write...so now I must go...

a LitTle LesS PaIn
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: cops
Well here I am again in a lot of Pain..but no where near what I was last night..I thought I was going to have to have this place call the ambulance and have them take me to the emergency room...whew...

my brother wrote me today..Really cool..says he might come see me this weekend..maybe I'll be in a new chair and not hurting ...Hopefully

later

PAIN
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: THE FUCKING PAIN IN MY GUT
Im hurting more than anyone could ever imagine...I have a colostomy and it is (my intestine) coming out of what was once a little hole in the side of my belly..now it's a big hole and the skin is literally tearing apart slowly.......damn man it hurts...
but what can ya do...SIT HERE AND BITCH!!!!Well that was what I was going to continue to do but just writing i was in a lot of pain has eased it up a little...I have to go to the doctor soon and I know he's going to say 'surgery'...I've been through about 13 and they are no fun...And then I think about that child that is worse off than me, and I think to myself..."No David, Its not that bad"
Later Gaters..........

painful day
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: who cares
its been a tough and painful day today..worked in the garden all day long...i probably shouldn't have cause i have a colostomy and its herniating...more and more the more i do..kinda suck too cause I'm a very active person..plus i was in the shower this morning washing my privates and one of my testicles felt like it had a rock or a stone in it...i looked up in the medical dictionary and it described my symptoms to a tee...scaird to go to the doctor...oh well time will tell and I'm tired of writing now so goodbye....

BORED
Mood:  spacey
Well howdy fellow bloggers..this is my first blog here..my bigger brother turned me on to this site..i have other blogs elsewhere but are for mine ears only..This one will probably come to be where people will either hate me or love me or just NOT GIVE A SHIT what i say!!!

i have to go water my garden..get out in the good old sunshine...seeeee yaaaaaaa